It isnt two oclock, but few people realise that publix closes at ten, but the employees are there until midnight, or sometimes later.
Thank god I do not close the store.
Also there is a really cute high school boy there, but I think he is straight.
Bummer.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Monday, August 11, 2008
New Life
I now live across town, in Winter Park, which is where all the rich people live, and it is different
I dont have the same bed, or people, I mean, I love my parents, and it sucks to not have the same people you love in life to talk to every day.
I live with my grandparents now, on my quest for college, so that is weird, because my grandmother is not quite sure what to do with another person in the house, and i don't think she really likes me here, it doesn't really matter because i have little choice but to live here, but it always sucks to not know where you stand with people.
The new store is cool, I havent even met all of my managers yet, which is weird, because at my old store, i spent at least thirty minutes a day, with my other associates, at the new store, it is just busy, and i havent really had anyone just have fun, or genuinely enjoy talking to me, you know hello and good bye, but that is all.
But, that will change, time fixes how things are at work, i expect.
It's also weird to be poor, when everyone around you has money, like ramen noodles, and a hard boiled egg for dinner level poor.
It wasnt like that before with mom, and i guess if i wanted to i could eat the other denizen's food, but I feel guilty doing that, so i will just eat ramen, because it is good, cheap and nutritious.
If there is one thing that i really actually feel sucky about right now, it's Sam.
I miss him, not just because I want a boyfriend, but because he was my best friend too, i know he would never believe it, but that is what I miss most.
I miss being able to call him and talk to him anytime, about anything, it is really hard to be short of people where you know where you stand.
It's kinda like sonar.
It tells you where you are, and where you are going, and a lot of the time, what to do when you get there.
Never let go of a good friend, even if he is a former lover.
because without a lover, you can do okay,
but without a friend, even okay seens a reach.
I dont have the same bed, or people, I mean, I love my parents, and it sucks to not have the same people you love in life to talk to every day.
I live with my grandparents now, on my quest for college, so that is weird, because my grandmother is not quite sure what to do with another person in the house, and i don't think she really likes me here, it doesn't really matter because i have little choice but to live here, but it always sucks to not know where you stand with people.
The new store is cool, I havent even met all of my managers yet, which is weird, because at my old store, i spent at least thirty minutes a day, with my other associates, at the new store, it is just busy, and i havent really had anyone just have fun, or genuinely enjoy talking to me, you know hello and good bye, but that is all.
But, that will change, time fixes how things are at work, i expect.
It's also weird to be poor, when everyone around you has money, like ramen noodles, and a hard boiled egg for dinner level poor.
It wasnt like that before with mom, and i guess if i wanted to i could eat the other denizen's food, but I feel guilty doing that, so i will just eat ramen, because it is good, cheap and nutritious.
If there is one thing that i really actually feel sucky about right now, it's Sam.
I miss him, not just because I want a boyfriend, but because he was my best friend too, i know he would never believe it, but that is what I miss most.
I miss being able to call him and talk to him anytime, about anything, it is really hard to be short of people where you know where you stand.
It's kinda like sonar.
It tells you where you are, and where you are going, and a lot of the time, what to do when you get there.
Never let go of a good friend, even if he is a former lover.
because without a lover, you can do okay,
but without a friend, even okay seens a reach.
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